itabby and babyputeriylove
3/19/2010 10:47:00 AM
i wished things were alot better , but i guess it still stayed the same . my babysisters , im sorry if i was the one who made the bad blood with ue girls . i guess ue girls didnt understand what i meant throughout . baby , at times this is just how life is meant to roll . i hope to have the best tymes with ue girls again . When i'm here , well i will be here but once i'm gone please do not regret nor look for me again . BabyputeriySweets , i know its gonna be a hard tyme for ue to roll in life right now . Well i hope u'll still stay strong and keeping uer promise to me to stay good and show me good remarks of yourself in school and tarian plus attitude wise . (: i will still always be here if ue happen to need me , though we're drifted . well , i hope his gonna be fine in hostel for a year . i hope he really changes and does not do anything hal kt dalam . (: just hope a year drifts faster so dhat he can be with ue again . ItaMissKeycoh , if i was really in guilt for ue , then im sorry . didnt meant it the wrong way . well , i was protecting ue girls . im afraid if he will hurt ue instead of loving ue . coz i saw those tears and pains ue went thru . hais . but i guess it happened the wrong way . baby , please stay strong like ue promised me okay ? i really dont want to see ue go back to uer past yea ? <3> itaa baby , i understand if one ur strength to study again is lost . well , i didnt waste anything . i understand ue very well . Take care lovelies . Till we meet again sooner or later . Till one day if things are fine and we'll have our best tymes like we used to have . look thru the future . and stay strong to see what future has in store for ue . God wont give ue girls this bad obstacles for fun , its merely because he knows dhat ue girls are stronger and any other girls okay ? (: deep in my heart , i still love ue girls like howh i always do . eversince ue girls put the fault on me , the both of ue , do ue know howh much pain i had ? i wasnt hurt because of anything but because i might lose the girls i've greatly loved . greatly supported and protected . but now , because of this shyt to be exact , a dude , i lost the girls i loved . dhats the reason of this pain . Cried of this for long . no knowing whether things will be fine again . hais . loves , do ue know how much pressure all this caused me ? the pain in my tumour , do ue know howh it felt ? the most painful thing is , where were ue girls when i was really in pain ? especially facing death ? usually u'll be there to console and make me feel a lil better but now , no more . i tried to help once again but to no avail . what can i do ? i guess i wasnt good enough . if its true , ue girls dont need me anymore , i'll leave . i dont mind . as long as it means happiness to ue girls . much love and misses my babysisters . well , my tumour have been sucha bitch this few days . but im still here . (: thaanks fyq baby for uer endless support and courage to face evrything . 20th or 21st march , tmr or the day after is gonna be my operation . wish me luck mates . (:
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