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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel  Awesome Nineteen 
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel Awesome Nineteen
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Sunday, March 28, 2010
love poems ; specially for matrep gylerku yang ku cintai . (:
3/28/2010 09:32:00 PMOnce Upon A Time, You are my air The sun in my day The moon in my night The spring in my step You are my everything. You are the stars in the sky The birds in the trees The shimmer, the sparkle, the shine. Without the light you put into my life I would be nothing A single leaf on the ground in autumn, Lost, forgotten, alone. Before i knew you, I was nothing. Now I am everything, With you at my side, I am invincible! Feel the same my baby, You are loved so much, I love you now and forever You are my darling, my baby, my love You are my everything I love you so much. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I lie on the ground, and stare into space, the stars start to move, into the shape of your face. I see you there now, looking down at me, with that cute little smile, that I like to see. You say "close your eyes", "tell me what you see", I see only two people, just you and me. We're walking the shoreline, with our feet getting wet, the horizon turns pink, as the sun starts to set. We make love through the night, on that white sandy shore, then I hold you while thinking, I could want nothing more. Oh I wish I could be, in that one special place, as I lie on the ground, and I stare into space... ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Breathless kisses Burning touches Soft-spoken words of love Urgently spoken words of passion. A man and a woman One complete love Since time began Predestined to be as one. We've been together before In other lifetimes We've fought dragons And have been torn from each others arms Yet our love prevailed. We've walked on this earth many times together Perhaps for a moment Perhaps for years But our heart is one heart And we were meant to be. So when our time on earth Once again comes to a close Have no worries my dear For we will find each other again And again And again. For our love is ageless Eternal A love for all time. - EyyaSeraphiel - mungkin benar kita tidak dpt bersama meluangkan masa . namun bak pepatah ; jauh di mata dekat di hati . you're out of my sight but never out from my heart and mind . my mind lingers abt ue . my heart speaks a thousand words for ue . never in my mind ; to ever betray this love ohhh ; so true . coz i know , its love at first talk / meet . its the heart dhat gets together and build the love itself . never did i thought of it . coz , i never wanted to fall in love with a guy ; same age as me . a guy who is of the same height as me . a guy who is of small size . but now , i realise ; LOVE is totally a matter of heart not by looks dhat we want . We can hardly expect to get someone of our interest in attitude and appearance wise . i've always wanted a guy of older age and bigger body build . hehs . but i guess , never i got a true guy with the appearance i wanted / dreamt of . as much as i have denied ; dhat is howh much my love multiplied . only god knows my feelings and who my soulmate is . but , i heed to this words . " Janganlah terburu-buru mencari cinta , kerna semakin dicari semakin jauh org itu . jgn mengharapkan cinta dari org yang diingini . terima saja apa yang tersedia di hadapanmu . biarlah cinta yang datang sendiri . maka dari itu , biarlah kesinambungan cintamu dan kekasih hati ; biarpun terang atau gelap , biar ia bersatu dgn sendirinya . biar hati ini terbuka sendiri . mengerti dahulu definasi cinta dan sayang . Cinta hanya kepada satu , sayang pada yang berhak . (: Dgn hati yang terbuka sendiri , tanpa disedari , timbul rasa cinta pada seseorg . rindu tika tiada bertembung muka . hanya satu , semuanya semula jadi . hehs . experience sendiri nih . hahaah ! its true . feels like u're in heaven when uer heart opens automatically on its own at either first meet or talk . with nothing abt hym dhat impress ue . the meet up with fiq was an awesome experience . whereby , i nvr wanted to look for a new love and there it is right before my eyes . never talked but , my heartbeat speaks hys name . yes its true . the meetup with my fiance ; FYQ GYLER . too memorable until i cant stop thinking abt it . he once ask my adek ; "uer kakak single ?" "nope , dhea processing to be attached" ; which was a fake answer . hehs . he then left , quietly and i nvr knew he asked dhat . then , soon i added hym on tagged . those moments i did saw him before at maya club . hehs . little did i thought i'd fall for hym but never to other guys . then he asked for my msn . i didnt give . playing hard to get i guess . tpi kejap ajee . hahahaah ! then thrun maya , i was drunk and maybe hallucinations ; i heard someone called hys name . "FYQ ! " ohhh come on , howh many ppl has the name fyq . haha . sucha dumb-ass girl dhat day ; drunk and high . i quickly got up upon hearing hys name . and looked around though i know my eyesight was bad and blur . then i wanted to like cross over the riverside chain when i actually lost balance and trip over it ! hahaah ! ohmygod . then act normal . and went in to maya . enjoys . then got to chat with him , and my msn pm shows this " yes i have fallen for ue " then fyq asked me " eyya , jatuh pt saper tuh ? " i was like *mouth zipped* wth am i gonna answer coz the person is hym hymself . gosh . i replied " aderlah . hehs " "alah tell me lah . fyq dar excited nak tawu nih . i thought ue dar feelingless " "yes i was feelingless tpi lepas jumper this once guy , thrus ader feeling tpi pt dhea sorg . " god knows howh embarassed i was . "then tell me lah . fyq pon nak kongsi happiness dgn eyya " i was touched with those words though . then i confessed ; terlepas type ! gosh . i wasnt paying attention and i guess my fingers were speaking of my heart without my eyes looking . "the person is ue fyq . " i read back what i sent , i was like wth did i just sent . ohh fuck . but however , he responded well . we just cntinued chatting and getting to know each other . until this one particular day dhea kasi comment pt tagged coz i asked abt hys ex TTM who is my junior in pri sch . i guess he did realised dhat i was jealous ; who's not sey . haha ! i fell for hym at first sight . he sent comment " EYYA JEALOUS KT FYQ SEY ! " i was like ~ kimaaaaaak . malu per . then he owned one of my pichas at first . then i ask , " gmbr bnyk tpi own satu ajee ? " then he said ; gi tgk comment pt tagged . he sent " EYYA , I WANT OWN ALL UER PICS CAN ?~" at dat moment , i had to write on all captions , fyq gyler punya . gosh . howh tiring can ue expect . hahahaahahaha ! then we planned to naek maya together on 19dec09 . he said jumper pt bridge at dpn boat quay . me and adek waited like stoopid . tk dtg2 jgk . then kyter queue up dlu and got our tag first . yelah , nak kejarkan murah . hahaah ! then adek cntacted fyq's friend . i do have fyq's number but never did i text or call hym at all . hehs . then i was sitting down ; and i saw hym and hys friend walking to maya . i was so GABRA gyler siia . i called my friend and talked . while trying to relaaax . my heartbeat was like so fast siia ! hehs . then adk went to meet fyq's friend first ; talked . then adk came to me saying " kak , fyq nak jumper . dhea panggil kao . gi lah . " "ehhhh , tknk uhs . " i tried to run away ! " kak , tk baek kao mcm tuh . kao kan mmg suker dhea . beh dhea dar panggil kao plak tknk gi . nti dhea ingt kao maen2 kan dhea ajee . " btol jgk aper adk ckp . hmms . "oklah , aku jumper dhea . " as soon as i reached in front of hym , he said this while holding onto hys friend's arm " ohhh mak kao tersungkur " with a smile and small laugh . i was like wtf ! eyyy , malunyer . he was like disturbing me lah coz he knew i tersungkor while looking for hym at riverside . then again , we talked , not bad at all . then he wanted to get hys tag . so me and adk waited . after he got the tag , he asked , " da mkn ?" i whispered " dah " then he look down and said " bbl dgn semut ker ; semut ohh semut , dhea jwb tuh . " i laughed right away and said loudly " Dah mkn dah ! " "ahhhhh ! baru dgr lau tk mcm bbl dgn semut sey . " then me and adk went to buy drinks for the nite . and came back to riverside coz we plan to drink there . afraid we might be drunk already . so i saw fyq and friend at the ledge . before dhat we were talking together . then yeaaa , my leg termasok lobang longkang . naseb kering . and fyq saw ! ohmygosh . he laughed and then asked me for a stick of ciggie . so i gave hym and we talked and stuff . then i went to drink with adk . then from there , i msged fyq to come join us . the first tyme ever i texted hym . so he came with hys friend . and sat with us . i offered hym but he only wanted one shot . okay , so i pour and gave him . then me and adk ; both high already . then fyq's friend jage adk . i needed ciggie badly , but howh am i gonna walk alone . nak suroh adk teman , dhea dar mabok . haiyo . kwn fyq plak jage adk . so no choice , "Fyq , blh tolong tk ?" "tlg aper ?" "teman eyya gi belik rokok pt kedai depan tuh bleh ?" and he agreed . (: "thaaanks " i said . then walked with hym . i walked so effing fast until he got left a few steps away behind . hehs . he took care of me greatly . impressive though . then after buying ciggie , i bought another bottle of long island tea . so i drank then we sat together at riverside . he know my weakness , i cant have eye contact . then he light for me ciggie then give me a few puff . i was sitting leaning to hym . hehs . then i melatah easily when im drunk . so he asked me , "ue btol suker i ?" i denied and said " perasan " he then poke my tummy and asked suker tk ? then i answered in a fast tone " bkn suker tpi lebih " "lebih mcm maner ?" " syg lah . love kinda thing " then he was like ohhhhh . okok . then we shared stories . alot ! then one part , i was vomitting . after vomit , he wiped my mouth with hys bare hands . wow ~ never expected dhat . then we stared each other ; dhat was where the kiss started . the first kiss was in the pichas . he kissed me shockingly during me snapping a pic with hym . i was stunned siia . then the kiss which lasted for 15mins . then after dhat we went back to maya . on dhat day , he paid but didnt dance much . most tyme were spent with me outside maya . gosh .then masok maya , dance with hym . then we went off . lepak with hym and when i wanted to go home , he tripped and stepped my feet . haha ! then i slm him like normal .but he pushed for me to kiss hys upper palm . gosh . then he whispered at my ear , I LOVE YOU . the first tyme i heard dhat . gosh . then chatted with hym at msn . coz he lost hys hp . haha ! then off to bed . my other days were spent waiting for hym at msn . coz i didnt wanna miss my chance to chat . then he sound me to be hys gf . wow ~ there , afew unwanted things happened . but true love prevails . its so hard to get hym to buy new sim card ; but i just stayed patient and waited . at last a few days before we left to hk , then he bought . :) on 24th we met again at bedok then off to maya but tk naek . just drink together coz fyq going to hk for 3 days . so we spent tyme together dlu . i cried like hell and he cried too . then the next day , i went for ops . succeeded . and waited for hym to come back . there was where i felt our love was strong and had to separate even a while . at first never a contact thru hp . we only stayed as friends on msn . hehs . no meetups as friends and all . hehs . ironic tho . hehs . so there goes the story on and on . so tiring to type every single thing . its better left untold but fresh in my mind . our evry meetups and talk . (: and baby , thinking abt this . im starting to miss ue even more ! gosh ! with evry of my breath , my love for ue increased and never stop increasing eversince the day i first saw ue at maya . (: best memories i ever had . thaaaanks baby for the memories and we will stay together as the promise kept . ILOVEYOU fyq gyler aka matrep gyler ku . (: "i accept ue for who ue are" "thaaanks baby" (: tho some things hurt me , but never will i ever stop loving ue , dearest true-st love . Labels: memories always close to my heart and never forgotten . -eyya- |
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