5/09/2010 12:47:00 AM
As stated above ; Im babyputeriy sweets; Amira here. Im at eyyaseraphiel daneesya 's crib . & would like to update for her post for today . However, simply , I would like to share some thoughts & feelings of mine. I regret leaving her alone & go through all those difficuilties throughout her journey in life. Hais, I know , I shouldnt have done that. Im not a perfect babysister of yours. But however , I want to continue this lovelies stories with you once again . I know , I was the one to be blame , & no one else. Thousand of apology . Easy says , I wanted to post about something which happens today . I was on my way to my office & eventually , Im not working today So , I returned my skirt which I borrowed from the office & Took my pay = $ 5 . Pathetic kan ? hais -.-' I know, kays , however , Slacked with Shidah and my collegues & at around 815pm , I met up with EyyaSeraphiel Daneesya , infront of ION * smile wide wide * , Was so damn happy sey to meet her , but forgotten to take pictures of us -.-' Nevermind , Next tyme will do . Wow ! She's starting her job at Cathay , this Monday , all the best sweets ! ^^, Im happy for you . Atleast you got the job kan sayang ? hehs. After that , met ninibaby , chit chat , slacked & off to play the " kedebam , kedebun " thingy , & i really had fun and i love when I saw her smiling & laughing all along for today. hehs, And however took bus homey , 162M, and eventually would like to post about someone, right here. kays ? and i wanted you to get this straight in your mind. alright ? No offence but stating the facts. aye ? * smile wide wide *
Basically , I would like to say to " F " , hey bro , howhs you ? Dont really had the tyme for conversation with you , ever since , Im not close or even busy with my jobs. What I would like to share right here with you , I know , I did left her alone with you , and I expected you to take good care of her , & eventually , you did a mistakes , which was beyond the limitations . Im dissapointed with you , you hurt her , & eventually , you made her waited for your calls/text messages. You gave alot of shits now, for her. but she still keeps strong to face it with you, for as you know yourself , that she is patience and she is going through it smoothly . Giving in too much , doesnt even effects her is it ? i hate it , when this happens. Where's all the promises you had eventually promised me on the night , in front of 7-eleven ? To take care of her , & not to hurt her ? Yup , i understand , every relationships have the ups and downs to face but you cant keep on playing hide and seek with her. You told me , you wanna changed & im helping you to eventually , move on and changed & she's willing to accept you for who you are. But why must you made this thingy , happens right after Im left ? Havent I told you , even I left her , I will come back to her & eventually I will keep all those promises . Only two months , & this is what you put her through ? I need to have some face-to-face , conversations with you & time will tell. Dont evade from reality . Think , whats right & wrong , perhaps , Im sure , you are big enough boy . Kays ? For now, im off , updating her post for today .Takecare , Iloveyouh . forever will sayang . " E" , she's the one . hehs (Y)
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