afiqku syg , if only you knew howh i felt bhy .

im hurt , entirely hurt .

you seemed like you never loved me nor care abt me anymore .

who am i to you .

the ring ; dont it mean anything to you at all .

engaged ; doesnt it mean anything at all .

howh i wished you could see howh much i loved , cherish , needed and wanted also treasured you .

you mean alot to me ; really alot . nothing else could replace my happiness when im with you .

afiq syg , after the meet up last two days , i heard no news from you .

howh crazy i felt . my god !

but im still patient . still waited also .

am i just your fool ?

your doll ?

with this sickness im suffering and this is what you show me ?

greaaaat xD

you wont know the deepness of love until the moment of separation fiq .

after you got dhat hp from me , you looked happy , stunned and evrything and this is what you give me in return . fabulous baby , great .

not even a text ! not even a call !

wth ?

i've been patient and waited .

but doesnt mean you kan take me for granted .

cant you appreciate me , and what i've done .

hais . i will still be waiting syg .

hiding my tears with a smile .

at least a text or call is great enough .

hp , sim card from me . you should text me first what !

hais , hmph , ii dunnoe lah fiq what else you nak ? am i not good enough ?

hais , i hope im still strong to go thru life with this sickness .

its may fiq , wake up .

i dont have much time left . hear me ?!

online nudge me , hp , text me .

im waiting still .

never stop loving you though howh hurt i am .

take care fiq

thks for meadling with my heart .

with your wish is just to hurt , then a round of applause to you .

you managed to hurt me but glued me to you .

thks .

but im waiting . imy and ily .