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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel  Awesome Nineteen 
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel Awesome Nineteen
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Friday, July 2, 2010
conversation of us :P
7/02/2010 04:32:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, I cant say out my inner feelings right now . im not strong enough yet . seeing the fact as if our r/s have turned dull . and i cant accept dhat fact . i cant accept the fact dhat i might even lose you one day . i know you're not strong enough to face challenges . im ready to face evrything . but after our biggest fight , our r/s turned dull . we dont seem to be having all happy conversations . evrything turned dull . i cant accept the fact of my mistakes i did , like as if , i was thinking was dhat really me who did it . and i blamed myself very much . i cant accept the fact if anything else happens and suddenly i might not know your love for me might go zero . i might not know if one day you get to know other girls without you knowing . and suddenly , she is better than me. i cant think of any possibilities to happen . i know i did mistakes . and im afraid of my own mistakes . im afraid of the future , very afraid . i've been patient , went thru evrything . shyts from you , even all those scoldings of you . when i know im devoted . but i guess , my mistakes are mine . and yours is yours . i cant change dhat , well , i might not your best . like you said im simply like your other ex who made burdens too you . and hurt you . when eventually , no other girl would actually console you when she herself is hurt . i kept my hurt , the hurt with the attitude and words . just bcoz i dont wanna lose you . i tried to be your best , but you said my mistake was worst . and you said your love to me has gone down . when my love for you havent even went down . not even 1% gone . i might not be able to be the perfect girl for you . you're such a great guy to eventually change for me . to keep to your words . sometimes , i feel i might not deserve you due to the mistake i did . howh hard of you to let it go . but because of this love which made me stay . yes , im afraid of my own mistakes . and i can never know one day , you might get tired of being controlled . guys are different from girls . im different from other girls . i can stay getting controlled by my guy , but i dunnoe what future has in store for me . you might be different now , but later . i dunnoe . dhats what im afraid of . i cant imagine . with your friends styl pestering around you . i dunnoe , all i know , im living in my own fright for now . im simply afraid of evrything . evrything . coz i dunnoe the future . from mohd afiq to sri arianti : mmg u penah sakitkan haty i , mmg haty i disakiti , but im strong enuf to go thru if im not strong or want to be devoted with u , i will let go of u n find another girls . it's hard to find another person to replce u , cause when u not with me i miss u , i think we cant go to far . from that day n tyme i think is no use we fight . nothing goona bring us apart , we can go far , our love is bcoming stronger . yes , i said to u that my love decrease , but no , like u did to me the tyme i hurt u , my love to u will not be decrease . i just want to see ur reaction towards me . i know guys n gerls thinking are not the same , but some of the guys have a wise thinking bout love , true , people said that guys always hurts thier love one , but in a r/s this problem will have , n we must be strong to go thru . once a guy did wrong , does'nt means guys cant be trusted animore . remember the the tyme i score one goal for u , like i promise , just to make sure ur strong to go thru any obstacles . i nver put the blame on u , never . is that i want u to know how strong my love towards u . maybe we don't know what will happen in the future , but we must think wisely for our future . maybe our r/s looks dull or boring , but u dnt realise it , how i sacrifice just to make u laugh n smile . aslong i made u laugh or smile i feel so happy bout it . maybe im thinking bout the past , but i will forget it for now , i will try my best to be ur great one n ur precious ones . u will be my best forever , thats all ur thinking , u dnt realise the good u've done for me , for me u are my precious love ever . i did scold n high my voice to u , but that all two face , i want to see how strong u are in our r/s . its my fault and its our fault . cause we are not strong to go thru . from now on , u will find the happiness in us . and it will reveal all the fun we had when the first we together . im sorry what i've done to u and i accept ur appologies . appologies accepted scince we are together . i just love u and only u i will fall in love ! eyy [A] fyq forever and ever ! |
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