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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel  Awesome Nineteen 
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel Awesome Nineteen
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Thursday, July 1, 2010
7/01/2010 06:10:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, Love's off to sleep minutes back , and yes , im styl not asleep as usual . Cant get myself to sleep dhat is . And now , im gonna start writing off something for beloved fiance (: I hope when he reads it , he's gonna like it . And know , even the deepest of my heart . I can only say evrything here for now , not in person yet . Malu ~ LOL ! Alright , i hope he remembers this date , when i choose to eventually tell him all i have in my heart . /First i saw , i didnt thought i'd fall for you , I thought you were better off only as my friend . But , as much as i tried to put you away from my thinking , there you are coming into my mind again . And , like as if you know , i've put you aside for a while coz i wanna enjoy . There i saw you at maya , again and again . As much as i know , i vowed that i wanna make evry guy only as my friend . And dhat i dont wish for another heartbreak , and i need a break . Due to my most dreadful breakup . So , i kept my vow strong and , i tried to forget you . I did it , yes i forgot about you . And i continued to enjoy myself evry thursday and saturday . But as and when , i managed to forget you , i see you again at Maya . Why ? Why do you always seem to know that i've forgotten you . And you came to refresh my mind about my crush to you . Then on , you started knowing my sister as a friend . Saw you updated for her blog , i dunnoe why suddenly i felt as if you're mine . And i was jealous , yes , i was . But i couldnt say anything , i kept them all . Then , you started talking to my sister at Maya , i saw evrything . Im jealous , hugely jealous . But i styl know i got to get my mouth shut . Then , i heard stories about you , and i started to hate you . But deep down , why is it so hard to hate you ? And i hated you only physically , but in my heart ? Nobody knows the feeling i kept . So , i let you go . I forgot about you . But why , do i see you again ? And why of all guys i've known , you're the only one who managed to keep my heart and mind ? Then , this day , i got really drunk , only then my inner feelings was shown . Shown to myself , lucky not to others . I heard someone saying FYQ ! but , in Singapore , howh many people have dhat name ? Countless isnt it ? Then after i heard that , i thought it was you they were calling for , And so i stood up , in my drunk daze . And very well , tripped over the stoopid chain at riverside coz i saw you and i was looking at you . Then i started to see you often in the club , but i wonder , why dont you dance with any girls ? You hardly dance with them ! Just like me , i hardly dance with guys . Then , i saw you nearly every single time you head down to maya ! Without a miss out at all . Then once , you saw me outside maya , and you smiled at me , i was so stunned in my drunk daze . But yet , i didnt return the smile , i jeling ! WTH ?! I did it , and you said kerek pe pmpn nie . Then after which , i agreed dhat you're the one i've been looking for . But im not gonna show it yet . Just let it run in my feelings . Soon , you asked me for the first dance ever . But then again , i stick to my vow . Im not dancing with any guy , so , i rejected you . With a smile , and dhat smile caught you the sight of me . Since then you never stopped looking at me using your friend's specs . I remember howh decent you look like , i remember all dhat .. The look dhat caught my heart . And there was once , i was drunk , you grind behind me . I didnt realise it was YOU ! LOL ! Then i started laughing , coz i know i wont layan . If only i knew it was you , i would hve layan ! LOL ! Then you left , Soon , i added you in tagged . And you asked for my msn . I replied really late , as i heard stories about you . So , i stopped myself from replying though deep down , the temptation to do it is like , too much . Then , i decided , whatever , lets just be friends . Chatted at msn , our cute conversation , where we styl use Eyya and Fyq . Hehs . Then , you went lepak and all , i waited for you without telling you . asked you to come along for Maya . Then one fine day , evrything was revealed . Dhat i loved you , and you knew about it . There we started to disturb each other , About jealousy , but styl you dont catch my deep feeling for you . Disturb about rindu ~ Hahaha ! Memories , Then on , you said you'd like to know me better . So yeaa , we promised to club together at Maya on 19 12 09 . Memories of 191209 , is too much to be told . hehs . We'll just keep it in our heart okays ? And then we didnt meet , we only chatted as you lost your hp. There , i see my love to you grew more , i've never waited for a guy until i forgot to sleep ! With you , i did ! And , you got a hp and bought new sim card ! There , we started calling each other sayang and evrything . Whereas i didnt accept you yet . And , we just claimed we're in a r/s since 191209 . Then the day my love totally bloomed ! 241209 , We met again , Heading to maya , you actually only wanted to sent me there . Instead i told you to stay for some time , coz i miss you really much . You had to leave to HK the next day . You left at 4.30 in the morning . I was crying as if there isnt a stop . As if the world is mine . Whereas you were only going for 3 days ? Hehs , You stood behind me when i was drunk just because you didnt want me to fall back to the riiver . And yes , i waited for you to come back . And there you are back , Countdown , you were planning to go clubbing with your mates , but you sacrificed . And you had the day with me . Shopping at Bugis , i bought you the shirt . And then we headed to Pasir Ris at night and bought tix to Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 . hehs . Then went to meet adeq and the rest who are styl at chalet . Then we slacked at PRP , while waiting for movie time . Then off , to EHub again and went for our movie date (: After movie , went to 7-11 to buy ciggie and lepak till morning . Morning headed home (: Too much memories my dear , simply too much . Sweet , sour , hurt and pains . All in one . Fiance , boyfriend , bestfriend , friend and enemy , all in one . We have fights , we tease , we hurt , we give burden . Only one thing to keep going , is letting go the past . Now , waiting for our 8th mthsary together . From , hurts now , ayah accepted you . Mak accepted me (: Howh great it feels . hehs . And i proved to you , i aint any ordinary girls from the club . For once , i wanted you to stay devoted to . I chose you , to stay devoted to . You chose me as well , its fated i guess . And i felt , we are just meant to be , Im just remeniscing the memories , again and again . Coz its too sweet and i cant let it go . To Mohd Afiq : Eversince the day i saw you , i know i had this love for you . But i was shy to admit , yes im shy . I know , im born here to change you and love you like no other can love you . But styl i used my entire courage to actually admit to you this feeling . And yes , now i got you . I know , i did hurt you . WE both hurt each other , but all we gotta do is love unconditionally . Even if it hurts , we'll still love (: I can see howh much we love each other and cant live life without each other . Even though it hurts , but we styl cry , coz we miss each other . We aint looking for no other , we only need each other . So baby , now , all we gotta do , continue making the world jealous with us . We stay happy , we stay together till the very end of the world and our life . Grow old with me , Letting go of the past , and cherish what we have now , Coz many tried to get me , but only you really got me . Make future for us , and stay together happily ever after . I LOVE YOU MOHD AFIQ (: FROM THE DEEPEST FEELING OF MINE , YOURS SINCERELY , SRI ARIANTI (: |
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