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Friday, August 20, 2010
the only brother i have ):
8/20/2010 03:25:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, Iqbal Sholehin , Nur Sarah Mustika , and Iskandar Ismadi . The 3 peeps , i'm missing so much . Bro , i miss clubbing with you . I miss hearing you snore here . i miss waking you up . Coz each day , kau tido mati ! aku nak kejot pon boleh give up . Like howh im missing mama , same goes to you big bro . No matter howh hurt i am with you , for what u did . but i still miss you , i cant deny that . You used to be my pillar , in my life . Eversince i was young . Eversince ayah and arwah mama met with an accident . Since then i became really close to you , we were so close tthat you promise me , no matter what happens you will stick with me thru thick and thin . all this while , its been the two of us . Going thru each shit in our life . Bro , i miss everything we did together . Howh much time we spent together . Where u promised me , anything happens , you stay with me by my side . But now , i left alone . Those times u accompanied me to Maya , buying drinks for the night . And chilling under the block and yess , drinking . Where i got drunk , and you were there taking care of me . You did alot for me . Couldnt believe what u said about me , aku tawu aku bukan adik yang baik . aku ikot jejak kau , abang . tapi seburok-burok aku punye setan pon aku tetap jage ayah . tpi skrg , kau yang lupekan ayah . aku yang tetap jage ayah . kite slalu harapkn kakak dtg alek . skrg kakak da dtg alek , kau pulak yang pergi . aku rindu kau , aku rindu sarah , aku rindu iqbal . kau ckp kau paling setan dalam family nie , tpi aku lagi setan . bende kau tak buat , aku yang try . tapi sbb kau and ayah , aku berubah . tpi skrg kau tkder . kau dgn isteri kau , ckp aku mciam2 . tpi , aku skrg ader hidup aku sendiri . aku skola alek , aku keje . aku carik experience keje penat , susah . aku ader guts to go thru my exams walaupon aku tak blaja btol2 . aku tawu aku boleh dpt future . tpi support yang selame nie kau kasi , da kau amek alek . saper lagi aku ader . slalu aku ader mataer , kau tgk . aku ader problem kau tolong . tpi skrg , kau tkder . biler kau nak datang alek . aku rindu kau ! aku nak peluk kau , aku nak kau sayang aku mciam dlu . knaper kau berubah . knaper ? aper salah aku . aku sayang kau ~ tak cukop aku tolong kau ? dari dlu , duit skola aku tkder pon aku tk heran . aku kasi kau utk belik rkk , belik makan . ezlink kau . braper yang aku ader aku kasi kau , utk tolong diri kau . kau tawu tak knaper aku jadi gini , psl kau . kau ego abang . ayah and aku da tolong kau . kasi duit , kasi tmpt tinggal . pape pon aku rindu kau ! aku nak kau sedar , aku maseh tgu kau dtg alek . aku akan terima kau and maafkn kau . kau tetap abang kesayangan aku ~ sampai mati , imy , iskandar ismadi kamil . |
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