Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel ![]() Awesome Nineteen ![]() Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
Monday, September 20, 2010
9/20/2010 12:56:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, If only , you knew howh painful my heart is . How excruciating the pain is in my heart . My mum left me , and now , who else i have . You left , saying that was the best for me . but it wasnt . you dont know whats deep down in my heart . You gave me a chance to mend your heart , but , u treated me down . Howh would i have the support to change , all i know , i will just stay still here and still love you . Howh am i gonna face you at work ? I cant hide nor lie of my feelings and act like nothing happen . i miss you , i want us to joke like howh we used to be at work , but now , we cant do that at work . its gonna be awkward . just like the other time when u decided to set me free . it was awkward wasnt it ? those times when we fought and we didnt get to settle it the night before . many things happened to us , but , we came back together . but now , it feels like its nothing between us anymore . why ? and i really cant accept that fact . i thought we were strong enough to go thru evrything . i know ur feeling , you're doing this to hurt me like howh u felt . u want me to feel what u feel . but i know deep down you're crying too . if not why , at certain parts you'd let out your feelings then the next you scold me . im shure u cant laugh as easily coz im not there at work and we're in a problem . and , i know you cant work properly like what happened yesterday . but you simply wanna follow ur ego to teach , but i guess it was wrong . Eyya was the same , but its just that she's burden with problems and therefore she went thru hardship like this . But i know , one day , u will see im back to the old Eyya . 191209 - 190910 . Happy 10th monthsary , Happy advanced birthday , i will treat you for your birthday (: Coz to me , you're still my fiance )': |
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