'♥ Aly Hagaishi

Thursday, December 9, 2010

12/09/2010 01:55:00 AM

Once Upon A Time,

Dearest Fiqoh Sonarita

How i wish you knew , this feeling of mine . Mohd Afiq , it does take alot of courage to tell you what i feel . But i know , i cant hide anything from you . I have to tell you what i'm saying deep down in this heart of mine . It pains me alot , to be friends . Yes , it does pains me alot . Its killing me much deeper in my heart and my soul .

It felt so weird without you , by my side just like the past .

But i'll keep staying here , just like the promise i made .

I love you , and i will always keep loving you .

Always and forever tthats my promise .

No matter what , i'll never forget you .

I'll never stop loving you .

I'll never stop waiting for you .

I'll never stop trying to change .

Soon , you are leaving for NS .

I appreciate the times you've spent with me each day .

Waking up early , and spending day and night with me .

It felt so good , and now , getting to talk to you like last time is like so great .

But of course the kau and aku ways still stays .

Though it hurts but i cant do much .

I feel like crying so much , 3 days is nothing compared to 3 weeks .

3 weeks , gonna be crazy for me .

Love , i hope now you know what i feel .

I feel like crying right now , knowing you are leaving for NS .

And also the things you've done for me .

Makes me wanna shed tears so much .

I love you , always and forever .

Dont forget me while you are in camp .

Bubu , jangan lupe bb when you in camp .

Do contact me as and when you can , cause i'll be waiting .

Meet me when you got your book out day ,

Cause i'll be onwards looking after my future while waiting for you .

Bubu , bb rindu sngt bbl mciam nyh dgn bubu .

If only i can turn back time , but i know its impossible .

I hope i can do something to get over this , and just stay happy .

But i cant , and i know that .

Mohd Afiq , take good care of yourself while you're away over at tekong cause i wont be able to check out on you , but i hope , you succeed there .

I hope , NS would be a good chance for you to change and also a good chance for me to prove to you .

I'm gonna wait for you , faithfully and sincerely .

I'm gonna miss you so much , dearest love .

Eyya Seraphiel is in breakdown mode right now , i wish i could just cry and cry my lungs out .

I miss him so much )':

'♥ Aly Hagaishi