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Tuesday, December 21, 2010
12/21/2010 02:07:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, hey there , Eyya Seraphiel back to update my blog ; currently watching ; 4 madu . and addicted to the song ; for the rest of my life by maher zain . the song is so damn meaningful , and sweet . so damn in love with the song . that song , reminds me of ; Mohd Afiq love . Each time any love song came by , reminds me of him . Well , he always stays in my mind in whatever i'm doing . I'll never be able to forget him , not even a bit . I guess, he is the only guy who changes my thinking abt any other guy which i think negatively about . he is the only guy who makes me never lose feelings for . God knows howh much love i have for him . He is simply the best out of the rest ; and dats ; Mohd Afiq Bin Abdul Rahman . I appreciate him so much . Especially the words he said to me before he left for ns . And because of his difference from other guys , made me wanna wait for him and change And takkan ader yang pisahkan kite . terpisah pon sekejap , dan akan kembali bersama lagi . Walaupun hati ku akan disakiti , aku tidak akan pernah berhenti mencintai mu . I might be egoistic to not show how much i love him . and how much i need him until i lost him . I'm sorry , Afiq . I'm sorry , for being egoistic and to not show my true heart . But when i lost you , i realise something , my life isnt complete without you . i can never lose my feelings for you , im sorry cause i didnt update you on my whereabouts till you felt negative and had to talk negative abt me . But love , i dont mind . i dont blame you , i know its my fault . Forgive me dear , for being dat way . but , i know im not wrong , i will aaccept all that ppl point out my faults so dat , i can improve myself and show dat im different . Thanks baby , for keeping your promises . Though sometimes , things hurt me . But , still im happy . And our conversations each night where you never fail to call me . and i never fail to wait for you . 191210 , 1 yr of us being together. Happy anniversary baby . (: and i still remember all our convos , its like a radio repeating in my mind . where you sang the army song . how sweet it was . you make me sad , but still we can talk in a happy way . i love you, just accept that fact . 2 more days to your book out day , but long more months to your pop . but im happy , waiting for you faithfully . my love for you can never fade . i know , we still keep things in our heart , but just being indenial . cause we are afraid , and scared of hurting . I'm waiting for 23rd , where my wait ends for now , and im gonna see you again . A different person , A man ! A grown up , stronger and better . And you are gonna see howh different i'll be . I guess you are seeing my difference now . I lost you once , and now , i wouldnt wanna lose you again . I guess , my waits is worth one day . my feelings never change . The confidence , and everything . Fetching you , on 23rd , seeing you in your uniform . Going for a short lunch , and then back home . And im gonna leave you to spend your time at homey on that day . Maybe the next day , we'll meet early . For movie ? Bowling ? Pool ? And lastly , of course , a special time for the both of us . and maybe karaoke and also karaoke ! lol ! alright babyboy ? Thursday , book out , lunch with you . Then , friday and saturday maybe days out with you . And sunday , you with your family and insya allah , i'll send you off too . Then , off i am waiting again for you (: NS really changed us both this time , and i hope this is a good beginning for us . Insya Allah . Lastly baby , i love you . I miss you , i'll stay waiting for you . takkan ada yang pisahkan kita (: tuu janji kite , selame nyh . And also , kiss my hand and kiss yours (: love you , mohd afiq , forever and always (: |
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