Eyya Seraphiel and Fiqoh Sonarita ; 

I'm updating about the recent days , i've spent with Fiqoh Sonarita(:

Two days back , i met Fiqoh Sonarita . So , i head down to Bedok to his crib , to give him his wax (:

It seems weird actually , like to see him . 

Then we went down together , and we kept silence . 

Y'know , it was like so shocking to be seeing him all over again . 

Its like a gap between us .

So then , we took 229 , and off to interchange(:

Actually thought of watching movie together , but then it was late . 

And i actually wanted to get Zaki's birthday present but then it was already 9pm . 

So had to cancel the plan , then we decided to head to Grandlink . 

Karaoke-ed for roughly 2 hours , and ended at 11plus . 

Sang songs , same songs to be exact . 

The songs we always sing when we were still together those times . 

But we did joke alot , and Yes , i started to be so geram with Fiqoh Sonarita and i pinched him so hardly . 

I'm sorry love , didn't mean for it to hurt so much . xD 

And then we sat outside Grandlink , smoked a few sticks while thinking of where to head to afterwhich . 

So , while sitting , talked to Love , and Yes , i took pictures using his handphone . 

Hehe^-^ 

I took alot of pictures ! 

and then off we went to somewhere to spent a few hours together , 

Nobody needs to know where , hehs . 

Over there , i did cried , and Yes , he was still there to like console me from crying . 

And always telling me to get back up when i fell flat to the ground . 

He was so sweet (: 

Giving me the strength and all to change and to go on in life and soon , in future i might get what i want back . 

Which is having him , he's giving chances for me (:

Then off from there at 5.30am , and headed to bus stop and off we head to Bedok . 

Though his so sleepy , but he still accompanied me all the way . 

Then at 7am , walked to bus stand 9 , after i bought food at Bedok Interchange , took bus 9 . 

While waiting for the bus , i saw IqaShorty and her Bf  . Well , last long sweets (:

And me and Fiqoh Sonarita took bus 9 and dropped at Tanah Merah MRT .

Then we sat there , and talk with each other . 

Sharing problems and thoughts , i simply listened and Yes , we took more pictures . 

But most are in Fiqoh's handphone . 

Then suddenly a plan came in his mind to get a cake for the Birthday Boy . 

So we sat and talk about everything there is to say and it was already 9am .

So , without pure plans , off we walked to Bedok South area from Tanah Merah MRT . 

And we talked and talked and talked . 

And we sat at his area and continue talking and all . 

And , i opened my tongue piercing for a while to relax it awhile . 

While Fiqoh used it to try and pierced his tongue back .

And then we slacked there for hours , until its already 4pm ~ 

It was a long time i didnt slack with him to such extend . 

Then i decided to head home first to get some cash from daddy 

I went home , and he was waiting for me to reach home . 

He told me his experience when he got caught days back . 

and we shared everything . 

Feelings , problems and all . 

I was shocked to hear everything , and all he have in his heart . 

As i reached home , nobody was at home . 

And Fiqoh love wasnt suppose to sleep as he is waiting for me to head back to Bedok . 

But this boy here , fell asleep ! 

While texting with me , suddenly he went quiet . 

So , i got the cash already at around 7 then i texted his mum . 

So , i got ready and took cabby to Bedok Interchange , then met Fiqohlove at this cake shop 

Bought this chocolate cake , and walked to PizzaHut where his family are already waiting . 

Called out his friend , for the surprise plan cake . 

Then i went in , met his family . 

It was a great day with his family , all seemed to be really happy on that day . 

Especially his mum . 

Though we are like pretending to be together , but it was perfect . 

He talked to me nicely , and he held my hand under the table .So cute ^^

And though he sat beside me in the van , mak didnt mind it at all . 

After the night out , followed his family to send his brother to Pasir Laba camp i guess . 

And i sat there , when Love , sat in between of me and Fadhil . 

I was having some bad headpain and he massage my head . 

Then , went back to Bedok , and we were talking abt his mum . 

He said mak was weird on that day , i guess she was happy . 

And then slacked with Love under his block , and we just talked and all . 

And i look through his hp , and he looked thru mine . 

I was questioning him through the messages .

He told me everything , and yes , i was scared if he was having something behind me . 

But it was all only my thinking . 

And soon , i went off , he told me he would otp with me . 

and suddenly i cried . 

He was stress cause he saw me like this .

Then i hugged him and told him not to do anything behind my back . 

He explained everything right infront of me . 

And i can see his truthful . 

Then i got a cab , and i called him . 

We talked otp till i reached my area . 

Though he was sleepy but he otp with me . 

He still did all he could for me , to change me and all .

He told me his intention with having some girlfriends only . 

it was for a reason , so i know everything . 

Then , i reached home and we still otp all along . 

and then he told me he miss otp with me and all . 

Hehs . Thank you Fiqoh Sonarita (:

And we put down the phone cause we are both tired and off to sleep . 

When i woke up , he was already awake and he was looking thru fb and he didnt see me online . 

So i tegor him , and we chatted for a while . 

And now , he's off out with his family . 

Hee^^

Just finished talking to him , and Yes waiting for him to call me back . 

Love , thanks for still wanting to be there with me . 

Though at certain parts , your ways and talks can hurt me but i still love you . 

I can't get over you , i'm still waiting . 

Thanks for giving me a chance to prove my change . 

Your words were so meaningful . 

I know , what i need to change now , and everything . 

I hope , this is a new beginning for us , and a good one too . 

Janji utk cinta terakhir masih di dalam hati ini . 

Biar apa pun terjadi , walau seperit mana harus ku lalui , cintaku ini hanya utk mu . 

Walau bagaimana aku disakiti , aku tak akan pernah boleh berhenti mencintai Mohd Afiq Bin Abd Rahman . 

I love you , always and forever Mohd Afiq aka Fiqoh Sonarita (: