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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel  Awesome Nineteen 
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel Awesome Nineteen
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Saturday, January 4, 2014
1/04/2014 08:05:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, It's not easy to ever cope with a partner who is always forever busy with a lot of daily happenings. Not easy. truthfully till now even after so long,i still need a lot of patience in myself to understand his daily things. He never seems free at all. I wonder when does he ever have his own time. When I ask him, all he'd answer me is , I love being busy. I make my busy life interesting. He can just work, meet me, home for sleep and repeat for his whole entire time. I keep wondering how? How on earth can he do it? Without feeling tired just because whatever he's doing is something he loves. For this whole 2 years, I have met him nearly everyday. No matter how busy, we squeeze in time just a little bit to meet up. Well, it interest me each day to really find out how is life is. I've followed him before to meet his daily requirements. God knows how bloody tired I was. But im thankful he has never forgotten to put some time for me at least. The little things and time he squeezed for me seems wonderful. The best is the time for me is actually his fullest attention to me. And now apart from work and meeting me, he added in jamming with his new band, soccer on ever sundays and Fridays. So apparently Work, me , family , jamming , soccer. Tell me when does he have his time and the best thing is he can go fishing , his past time. OMG! Tell me how busy he's life is. but that's what makes me amazed of him. Amazing. if that ever happens to me, im sure at one point of time I will break down myself. Too tired I would say. But he never says so for so long. Amazing. Sometimes I grow sceptical of him. I wonder if he is able to go through it. It's not as easy as I thought it'd be. How the hell does he manage his time. I keep telling him, if it's too much , let something go. But afterwhich I thought , if it makes him happy and occupied and his time isn't wasted why should I stop him. I should push him on. Im sure if he feels tired , he'd know what to do.I would rather see him this busy then busy shutting on other girls. isn't it? I should be thankful over it. so that if I ever get too busy to put my fullest attention to him, he'd know what to do since he is busy with his daily chores. After this two years, only then I understand him. maybe there is something good here.But it's not easy to cope with a man who has more of you in every way. He sings, he kicks, I should say he looks good too. Sometimes this thinking burdens me. Worries me each day, but I know I have to learn totrust. That is the biggest hit of a relationship. Alhamdulillah our fights have never been about other people. oh wells , it's early in the morning now. I should get myself freshen up , and later i'll have lecture. Till then ! |
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