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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel  Awesome Nineteen 
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel Awesome Nineteen
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Tuesday, January 7, 2014
1/07/2014 03:38:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, omg! finally I've settled my laptop network problem! Thanks to google of course. IDK how the hell my wifi detection was disabled. maybe due to my itchy fingers. gatal sngt kan! padan muka kau. Since 10plus I was configuring what was wrong with my dearest new laptop. GOSH! Only now I settled everything. Thanks eh, you made me stay awake for so long when im suppose to go to sleep cause I have lecture later. luckily lecture starts at 2pm. My goodness. But I have a few chores to settle before going for lecture later. Like drying the washed laundries and all. God! Well, so today is the start of my last lecture for diploma. yup, my last. Exams are coming near, rather scary but I still gotta do it. Make it or break it. I gotta pass no matter what. I cant fail any part anymore right now. I'm even thinking of postponing my exams to march instead. should I? I feel like im not prepared for it. Well, im gonna update a short one as promised abt my countdown before I head to bed. And yes, A downloaded for me my all time favourite game! Age Of Mythology! Like finally! I missed that game so much. So yeahh, Okay, so here's how I celebrated my countdown to 2014. Firstly A and I planned of going to Siloso Beach Party, I really wanted to go but it starts at 6pm and A was on night shift so he was only able to skipped work at 10pm. Which was quite late to head to SBP and looking at the crowd I doubt so A can head back to work after the event. So eventually we really had no plans , but I met him first at his workplace. Then we were planning of just celebrating countdown at karaoke and then just slack but gosh I wanna do something for this year since our past countdowns were rather chill. So A called his friend who happens to be a bouncer at a club. So we decided to hit that club for the night and we asked A's friend and his partner to join us. So A and I then headed to A's crib for him to get changed. I don't think he can go into the club with board shorts and a tank right. So he changed and we met A's friend who I met quite a few time before. I bought a bottle of Chivas. After so long . Gosh. And we hailed a cab and queued to enter Club KYO at Cecil Street. Then we left to Boat Quay to drink and once we were high, we went back to Club KYO. All was good until A's friend's partner was drunk and sleepy. I and A was dancing our night away when the couple told us they wanted to smoke. So fine, we continued dancing but we realised they were taking so long. So we went up to find them only getting the news via SMS that they left for home already leaving us stranded at Cecil Street! Im like whattttt? I was super pissed. Before that happened I was already pissed actually cause though I was high im not drunk. I saw everything that happened. Okay skip . A and I had to walk all the way to Handy Road and we saw MCd so I was thinking it'd be good to have some food. So we had a quick meal and we continued hailing for a cab that is like invisible to us. What the hell! I hate countdown whenever it comes to rushing home.Cabs just tend to disappear. After walking all the way to Tanjong Pagar we found one. Thank god for that and we left. A little argument there which was qquite normal cause its been awhile since A and I drank till we had quite a bit of hangover.It's been a year or so we didn't drink, so that explains but all is good. and before countdown about 4-5 days before I had a really big miscommunication with A. I was at the midst of losing him. Not to anyone's fault but for some family reasons on my side. A wasn't strong to see me going through was I always had to go through with my dad. He even cried. My only wish was , don't give up on me and my family. It's not easy but its worth it, I promise. I really hope we will make it through this courtship and into the next level which we are both doing right now.But right now, everything seems to be on par. Maybe that was one of our hurdles to face. WE are coming into our 3rd year on May this year. 5 months from now. We will face more hurdles but im sure we're stronger. You know, there is always this thing about love that hurts. But the longer you are with someone, you become numb and willing to accept it all. Flaws and imperfections. I have them too. Im not perfect either. But all I hope is he stays with me through everything. I might not be able to promise him forever but I will fight through this courtship. im turning 22 and he is turning 25 this year, this courtship im in is not some usual courtships ive had before in my teenage life. he made me a better person but he just didn't realise it there. he brought the light in me, a hope. A hope that someone will smile with me in the storm. If he ever visits my blog here. I wish he know how much he means to me. I put in my 100% in this courtship, hoping it would soar up high with us. Into a better future and into a life that ive wish for with him. Spending my life with him. He has been a nice man. I wont call him a guy, he is a man. He doesn't show me that typical guy figure in him. but he shows me a man figure. I want someone like my father or brother, he might not be highly competent to be on the same level with them in my heart , but he falls second right after them . Nobody is the same but at least he tries to be a better man throughout. My flaws aint easy to handle too. I can be problematic as well , but I really hope he stays to help me be a better woman. this courtship here is my most serious one. Cause right now I am old enough to think of my future. Once im done with my sch and a job, next I will need to start strict savings for my own future. I cant stay single forever, hopefully I wont. sometimes I worry, will anyone want me if I study till degree. Cause some people might think if she has a degree , the man has got to have something higher but I learnt that I gotta accept people. Not everyone gets the chance to soar up high but if A gets the chance I don't mind letting him have it. AS long as we have a better future. For now that is my wish. I also would like to see him settle in a job that secures his future. that's my only wish for him. Well, enough of that. Now, im starting to feel a little uncomfortable of someone. She has a boyfriend but she likes to come close to A when she's high or so. And she stares at A a little too much maybe? before this I have seen her sitting beside A and leaning on Awhen she was drunk. Thankful that A does not take advantage over it and calls me over to help him with it. I was so damn pissed. But anyway maybe it was just my feelings. Hopefully she knows where she stands and A should know his wellbeing.I love him eh, you don't macam2 eh. Knock you downside under then you know. Okay well, enough with the rantings. Now I feel a whole lot better. So I shall head to bed, its getting late. or maybe I might continue playing AOM. teehee. Nights lovelies. |
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