hey guys. I've been gone for a little too long now do I ? Well, I've been at wits end nowadays.

I haven't been working, haven't found a new job that caters to my office hours need.

Why oh why is it so hard to get one.

Well, apart from that, I've been trying to stay put and not go crazy with myself this few months.

It's not easy when youre used to working and now youre just staying home and making a nuisance of myself doing absolutely nothing and just wasting my time. Feeling so sucky right now.

Maybe its the time of the month calls. Not feeling so good this few days. Stressed plus mood swing plus bad temper to everything plus tired of myself doing nothing. urgh!

God, get me out of this feeling. I cant stand it at all. Who the hell loves not doing anything and stalling this way.

 

But anyways, on a brighter note, A finally started on his new dream job yesterday. he's been pestering me with his whines of this dreamjob for years and finally he got it. You better all out okay! This job you wanted was since the first year I've known you. Ehhh, and we are turning 4 nxt mth!

Too fast , time passed toofast.

for a moment I felt I haven't known him well enough though its been 4 yrs.

But you know, I don't mind waking up hearing your snores each day.

even if we have one of the worst fights ever, I still wanna be stucked to you forever,

you look like the kind of man that can handle me.

err, I hope? haha! but now, cramps are kicking in. this uneasy tummy feeling isn't so good. ive been having good appetite for amoment now.hmm.n I wanna sleep. lol. well, I guesss farewell. will update soon again.