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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel  Awesome Nineteen 
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Biography '♥ Eyya Seraphiel Awesome Nineteen
Blissfully attached to '♥Aly Hagaishi My life, my say. I don't pay you to judge. I love the way, I am Spammers, get a life sweets ! |
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Thursday, April 9, 2015
4/09/2015 03:26:00 AMOnce Upon A Time, Turning 23 and still not anywhere near full time job is really depressing. I cant accept the fact that though im an undergraduate in Certified Accounting Technician, I still don't get a chance to land myself on a full time job. I've tried too many jobs around, just to feel how its like in different job culture. I've started my life with fast food chains like Burger King when I was 17, which I don't really like the environment. Then I moved on to Cathay Cineplex, ticketing officer. I despise that as much because I have to deal with my own money and I tend to have shortages and I need to cover those. it scares the shit out of me. and the pay is 1k flat and I need to wear formal shoes with slight heel and standing. no wayyy. not my cup of tea. After which I settled for FNB, so I landed myself into SEDAP CORNER. Yes, Chef Bob's restaurant back then when it was real popular in 2009.I loved working there. It was a good exposure. It really gives me a chance to learn bartending, garnishing foods before its served to you customers and lastly doing their signature durian kaya dessert. I left in 2010 after a full year, and I tried retail. Yeap. Forever 21. and I quitted because he didn't allow me to take off. -_- and then I moved back to Sedap corner in 2011. and I left again to Topshop. So I stayed around for half a year or so and still I don't like this jobs. Then I went to Badoque Café, which I stayed for half a year too and lastly I left badoque for Shipping clerk. then my contract ended, so I left. and I started being a childcare teacher for 2-3 weeks. I've tried nearly every possible jobs available for ladies. and I only enjoyed, FNB and office jobs. I never liked the rest. I guess its not about the people in the workplace, its whether you love it or you hate it. I have all the job offers around but I cannot. Not that im choosy but I have to be because at 23 I need a job that I will stay in a long run, I want something that I am passionate about. I have too many things right next to me. people think I am wasting my time and enjoying my life. no eh! whats so entertaining being 23 but still depending on my dad's wage? im not proud of it. yes, im thankful that my dad can still support me even if im not working but im thinking of my future. soon if he gets retired what am I ? A living log? I want to participate in the house payments. I want to be independent. I want to be independent enough to be able to care for him in his old days. so I have to be paid well to give back to ayah's deeds to me all my life. this is too depressing. god, too depressing. im not working because I need an office hours job just so I can upgrade myself in the evenings or at least im there to take care of my dad who is aging as years get by. I cant be working long hours. and he's ultimate wish is for me to be under the govt sector just like him. you know it is a big dilemma for me. I am that depressed k? it's not easy to deal with this. oh wells, govt sector jobs takes a long way to get. le sigh. really depressing this waiting game. xo Seryy |
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